All that we might see Christ ... John 12:21

We would see Jesus. John 12:21
By Charles spurgeon

"Is this thy condition, my reader, at this moment? Hast thou but one desire, and is that after Christ? Then thou art not far from the kingdom of heaven. Hast thou but one wish in hthy heart, and that one wish that thou mayest be washed from all thy sins in Jesus' blood? Canst thou really say, "I would give all I have to be a Christian; I would give up everything I have and hope for, if I might but feel that I have an interest in Christ?" Then, despite all thy fears, be of good cheer, the Lord loveth thee, and thou shalt come out into daylight soon, and rejoice in the liberty wherewith Christ makes men free."

I often read passages and words like the above and question my pursuit of Christ. Is Jesus my one desire? Is my one wish to be washed in his blood? My mind speaks the logical truth of this, my heart affirms this aching, but does my life reflect the desire?

Everyday we encounter an onslaught of sinful and heavenly desires, wishes, and dreams; but do we, do I, choose to set my eyes and heart upon that which is true and holy?
Expectations flood us of what is looks like to seek after a life dedicated to searching out the heart of god; but do we, do I choose to pursue those expectation rooted in Jesus Christ?

Does my life reflect a sacrifice? While Jesus Christ is the only pure sacrifice, am I positioning my life on the alter to be used to further God's kingdom?

From first breath to last cry, may my heart, mind, and soul seek to desire the father who created all, the spirit who guides all, and the son who gave all.