I have spent my life giving so much to others, and being seemingly ignored back. I invest my time, energy, and resources into others because I truly do love to serve and see them happy and fulfilled. But it hurts me greatly when this investment is not returned.
I tell myself, it's not important, that we just have different love languages, that our relationship isn't measured by normal standards... Bah. I just desire some reflective intentionality. I want to feel appreciated and sought after, my friendship pursued and valued. I want to called when they are in town, texted a picture that reminded them of me, etc.
I want a relationship, a two-way street.
Is that truly too much to desire?
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